Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Saturday, 21 July 2012

[ selamat tinggal sayang ]

Perhaps this is the ending of my journey with The King of Heart. Miza ekspresikan perasaan dalam hati yg 100%  hancur, patah and putus harapan. Mungkin ni lah apa yg orang cakap, perhubungan yg tidak direstui Maha Esa. Kita hanya mampu merancang tapi Dia yg menunaikan.


happy forever anniversary sayang
21 January 2011 - forever
HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SEORANG


Kau hadir tanpa ku sedari
mengisi kekosongan hati
Kini kau pergi tinggalkan ku 
lemas ku dalam sepi
Hujan yg turun ke bumi
membawa rindu yg menggunung
Kau biarkan ku oh sendiri
malamku tanpa mimpi
Mengapa tangan kau lepaskan
setelah hatiku kau tawan??
Mengapa takdir memisahkan?? 
hanya ku cinta kau seorang
Mengapa tangan kau lepaskan
setelah hatiku kau tawan??
Aku kan membawa cintaku
menghapus rasa rindu


if ever you (Shafiqq Sani)  find this blog and read this. yes Miza tak pernah give up sepanjang 1 tahun 6 bulan. Miza dh cuba untuk positive. Miza dh abaikan ego diri. Miza dah totally not me. If ever you find someone better than me that deserve the best from you, tolong jaga hati dia elok elok, layan dia seperti puteri.

Mencintai itu memang mudah tp untuk menerima seadanya keadaan seseorang bukan kerja yg mudah. Miza akan anggap ini takdir. Miza berhenti berharap. Hati pn dah tertutup untuk menerima orang lain. This going to be really tough for me and maybe for you too.

Tapi dari cara you I dont think you ada fikir pasal I. Like all my friends said to me "Kalau dia sayangkan kau dia takkan tinggalkan kau sebab benda yg kecik. Every girl akan pikir benda yg sama kalau their lover mula ignore mereka. Mesti ada something wrong. Kau pikir negative sbb kau sayang dia. Kau takut untuk hilang dia" Yes i can see that now.

Takpe. Miza relakan awak pergi. Tak kisah dengan siapa pn. Tapi tak perlu paksa Miza untuk cari yg lebih baik sebab Miza tak pentingkan yg perfect sebab imperfect itu ialah sesuatu yg amat unik. Miza sayangkan awak sampai bila bila Shafiqq Sani. Selamat tinggal sayang.




Mencintai itu mudah tapi untuk dicintai itu adalah mustahil :)
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Sunday, 1 July 2012

[ 50% ]

1st July 2012
i met this little girl named Anastasia Tain
she's Sarawakian but now stay at Puchong
she's 21 very cute girl who easily laugh to any jokes
i found that she's an easy-going girl
i'm quite not very good in meeting new people
but she makes me feel like we knew each other for a long time
so 50% happy for today

so how bout the balance of 50%?
unhappy.
i miss my Boyfriend Shafiqq Sani
but he didn't pick up my phone yet reply any of my text
are you still mad at me sayang
hm. no matte what. no matter how much i hurt
i still love you till now.
the end

enough 50% of each feeling
how bout you?
are you happy today or otherwise?
or you got the same feeling like mine
hm. smile tho you hurt a lot

Saturday, 30 June 2012

[ i miss you ]

BOYFRIEND

someone that i love
i used to love
and i will love forever
we did argue bout small matters (a lot)
like today
i just hate the feeling of being ignored
i feel like i'm nothing to you
i feel like you got no time for me but got time for other girls
(as when i red a sentence made by other girl for you)
without think of what happen to him and so on
thats how my negative side try to conquer the way i think
i am negative (a lot)
i am full of jealousy
how can you love a girl like me
that dont behave like a girl
that dont know how to treat a boyfriend (husband-will-be) well
i'm not good enough for you
and now i miss you a lot :(



to the one i love #SS