[ i miss you ]

BOYFRIEND

someone that i love
i used to love
and i will love forever
we did argue bout small matters (a lot)
like today
i just hate the feeling of being ignored
i feel like i'm nothing to you
i feel like you got no time for me but got time for other girls
(as when i red a sentence made by other girl for you)
without think of what happen to him and so on
thats how my negative side try to conquer the way i think
i am negative (a lot)
i am full of jealousy
how can you love a girl like me
that dont behave like a girl
that dont know how to treat a boyfriend (husband-will-be) well
i'm not good enough for you
and now i miss you a lot :(



to the one i love #SS

[ life is not fair ]

when i'm getting bored with the day i've been through. i easily become a cam-whore.

[ semester 1 result ]

BAD

thats the only thing that i can say bout my semester 1 result. due to not-too-focus on the assignment and also not-too-focus on the study. i'm sorry i only got two A, one B, and two C+ . i started to blend in with the way of MIAT marking the paper. I need to focus more to my assignment than final. aih. but no matter what i am happy because i am not cheating while took the exam. Congrates Myza :)

[ follow the rules ]

if i ever can be free . . .

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

i never give up. you know that :)

[we create some today :)]

27th June 2012: THEDAY

As like i had told before.today is His Day. My dearest's day. We had a very great time together.Talked bout what happen to him. Yeah pity to my boy. No enough sleep. Aint celebrate the day with his family (he got class to attend). And he have me as his Gf. Very pity because I cant be with him 20 second before his birthday. But then i able to meet him in the evening. Thank to Almighty Allah because still gave me some chance to be with my boy. For today I am happy. And i hope you also feel the same Sayang. And hopes you will like 'the thing' that i gave to you. Love.

[ what i want before i leave ]

I want :

• make my parents happy (main point of being alive)
• to be a good Muslimah (be a good Islam)
• to full-covered
• to know and to 'khatam' Quran
• to have my own family (with someone i love)
• to have two kids (oneboy onegirl or more)
• to name them with my own idea (i want to be remembered)
• to have my own assets (without using my parents')
• to be a good girl to a guy (my husband)
• to be mature enough (i am not right now)
• want to travel with my family
• want to help my young sister to fulfill her future

work hard. try to get what i aim. be focus. i love myself <3

[ happy 22nd shafiqq sani ]

27th June 2012: THEDAY

Hapyy Birthday myboy,mylove,mysweet&sourplum

27th June 1990

Be an adult is not easy so lets walk together

Lets have a life together

(Though we aint have a real life yet but lets make this dream as ours)

To be at the dream's peak together

 iSay no promise to you because the promise will hurt

Yet it will hurt you like before (you hurt once)

But by walk this path together iTry to avoid the hard part

You are my life that iWant to be with

You are my forever King Shafiqq Sani

-May Allah s.w.t bless you and ease your coming days-